it's black saturday...
and tomorrow will be easter...
something came to my mind this morning... what if instead in new years.. we do resolutions during the easter... or better yet we do it again during easters...

what if???
here's my easters resolutions...

well... i am still jobless up to this moment...
so i decided that i will really really really look for a job... my ultimatum before the end of june or july... i hope the setting of deadline helps this time...

i finally get rid of my old stuff(tshirts, pants, and the likes)
according to a show i accidentally watched, old clothes that you weren't able to wear for the last 6 months falls to the category "to be thrown out"
i wasn't sure if i can totally agree with it because maybe it only goes for the rich.. and me not rich... jobless so definitely not rich...

but i did anyway... and those stuffs that i have not use for more than 6 months...
i think its therapeutic... i don't know if they were the one holding me back to move forward with my life... because... i'm kind of a pack rat!!! sentimental even... i find it very very hard to let go of my old stuffs... a lot of them has stories and not just the usual -you buy it because you like it story-...

i only acquired the liberty of buying clothes when im in junior high... before then all my stuff were bought by my mom... i like it for two reasons imported and the probability of having no one having it other than myself... and during my buying moments... i was and still am fascinated with branded clothes... i began to become shopaholic...

-confessions of a shopaholic-

i wasn't so bad but i remember this one time that i lied... i told my parents i need money for a book in biochemistry but i needed it to buy a new backpack... it happened once and never been followed, atleast that is what i keep telling myself... well, im still using the bag... and my grade in biochem was 1.25... so there were no compromising involve just the sin committed...

as a pack rat... i shop and keep the plastic and or paper bag of whatever i purchase... and this morning.. it's one of the hardest to let go... i got tons of tons of it... i was not able to throw everything though... because they might be of service in the future...

resolution....
i will stop buying stuffs i really really really don't need that much... atleast not this time that i still use my moms money in buying them...
yes!!! at my age im still getting my monthly allowance(actually the only one in my family who do, i'm the youngest that's why)... i know... i shouldn't... but i do... as far as i want to tell my mom to stop... i can't... i'm not a fool.. but i'm not evil... and i have a conscience... i think it's the prime reason i'm stuck being unemployed... good thing is i'm aware of it... so i know that i can't rely on it always... although i can...

in conclusion...
in this time of recession...
i will look for a job...
so help me GOD!!!
HAPPY EASTER everyone..