before i sleep last night...
i saw this on tv...
this guy... was talking about how a good guy he was...
Yes!!!! he was!!!! apparently... he is tired of it...
it caught my attention...
before he self proclaim that he doesn't want to accept the goodness in him, he was talking... that he always smile to people, putting up the "ok! it's fine, i'm fine face" although he feels otherwise... that he do it because he don't want to cause any troubles to anyone...

what concerns me...
first: a good guy do not say he is a good guy...
second: living life with some pretending every now and then is not a crime, you don't need to be yourself all the time... because you are not alone... it's the reason why there is the word "consideration"... and
third: why is embracing the bad side of every people considered to be a big deal??... like if it's even going to help an individual... i've been watching shows and movies that the good guy seems to equate to the boring people... and doing bad stuff is fun... i think it's because good guys usually or shall i say more often than not are predictable and bad guys on the other hand are spontaneous...

which leads me to the argument... who the hell decides what is fun and what is boring??? like the saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder... it's different for everyone... and why is it that the thought of doing bad things become so inviting to most people... didn't we all attended GMRC??? but as i've said... its different for everyone... and for whatever it's worth they might have some reasons...

this is the society nowadays...
some group of people dictates the trend...
but it's up to us... if we get into them or not...
although we get into them most of the time...
still we get to choose...
i just wish... that there are more good people in this world...