lately i’ve been listening to sound of owl city… their song fireflies keeps playing in my head…
one time, while watching tv for hours, as i stand up to eat i started singing… “i’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly…”
and this morning, after breakfast i would usually go back to my room, clean up and turn my laptop on… and as i did i found myself singing again “i’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly…”

i am usually like that with songs… but me being fixated is not the subject of this post…
i think, everyone knows that i’m a home stuck… tambay… still waiting for employment to come…

a typical day for me is a cycle of waking up-breakfast-laptop and/or ipod-lunch-tv-nap/no nap-merienda-sitting on our terrace-ipod-bath-dinner-laptop-milk with a little something-rosary-sleep.(baby sits anytime)

i am usually like this… but me being a person of habits is not the subject of this post…

just this morning…
i think i had an epiphany… with singing in my head… “i’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly…”

not with the earths rotation but rather with the thought that sometimes we make ourselves believe...

so what are the things you make yourself believe?
here are mine…

i’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly…”
joke!… so much for originality…

serious this time…
again
here are mine…

i'd like to make myself believe that good guys should get most girls and not them so called bad guys…
i'd like to make myself believe that not knowing is more convenient...
i'd like to make myself believe that good food are those home cooked...
i'd like to make myself believe that there are truths in horoscope...
i'd like to make myself believe that contraception is a great idea but not a great solution…
i'd like to make myself believe that there is hope for our country...
i'd like to make myself believe that exercise is the key to a healthy life...
i'd like to make myself believe that sometimes is the new always...
i'd like to make myself believe that all problems have solution so we must stop complaining…
i'd like to make myself believe that time is the best medicine...
i'd like to make myself believe that everything happens for a reason…
i'd like to make myself believe that i have more to believe other than this, i know i do…

believing can be very powerful…
just look at the psych patients if you know what i mean...

obvious na ba???
i’m a believer…
are you???
sabi nga... the more you believe the merrier...

all this time my head is singing:
“i'd like to make myself believe
that planet earth turns slowly
it's hard to say that i'd rather stay
awake when i'm asleep
because my dreams are bursting at the seams”
(until fade…)

i got to find me the stop button... fast!!!